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Feb. 10th, 2004 10:11 pmDamn. Today sucked right from the beginning. Thankfully, it got better...
Went to bed last night in a rather bad mood. Bad idea. Never, ever go to bed pissed off. Am quite sure is related to the fact that woke up this morning and just felt like hell. Very depressed, just didn't want to talk to people, kind of spacey, vague traces of being angry, basically figured "go school, do work" and didn't want to deal with anything outside of that. Which didn't happen, as apparently looked worse than usually do that early, so mother's usual morning "What's wrong?" (answer usually "It's 7h30am...") turned into Interrogation, which went extremely badly as I just did not want to speak.
Despite dire predictions that I had already decided not to do anything in school, I did in fact manage to concentrate, and during third period decided to lighten up, aided considerably by candy from Spanish class. I apparently don't have the willpower to entirely stop eating again... *grumbles at lack of willpower* I don't even know why I want to.
Rest of day was just kind of meh, but afternoon was fairly productive. Got laundry done, which was good, as was out of any clothing I would willingly wear.
Going on vacation during vacation would be a lot more fun without the not-seeing-people-for-a-week aspect. Or the not-seeing-people-for-three-weeks aspect, as the case may be.
But still. Boston. Boston is fun. Had lots of fun last time went to Boston. Lots of shopping and drinking coffee.
Sigh.
-Claudia
Went to bed last night in a rather bad mood. Bad idea. Never, ever go to bed pissed off. Am quite sure is related to the fact that woke up this morning and just felt like hell. Very depressed, just didn't want to talk to people, kind of spacey, vague traces of being angry, basically figured "go school, do work" and didn't want to deal with anything outside of that. Which didn't happen, as apparently looked worse than usually do that early, so mother's usual morning "What's wrong?" (answer usually "It's 7h30am...") turned into Interrogation, which went extremely badly as I just did not want to speak.
Despite dire predictions that I had already decided not to do anything in school, I did in fact manage to concentrate, and during third period decided to lighten up, aided considerably by candy from Spanish class. I apparently don't have the willpower to entirely stop eating again... *grumbles at lack of willpower* I don't even know why I want to.
Rest of day was just kind of meh, but afternoon was fairly productive. Got laundry done, which was good, as was out of any clothing I would willingly wear.
Going on vacation during vacation would be a lot more fun without the not-seeing-people-for-a-week aspect. Or the not-seeing-people-for-three-weeks aspect, as the case may be.
But still. Boston. Boston is fun. Had lots of fun last time went to Boston. Lots of shopping and drinking coffee.
Sigh.
-Claudia