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Nov. 10th, 2003 05:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bloodygranuaileReminded of various doctor type peoples telling me they had to make very sure that I was suffering from depression and not bi-polar disorder before they put me on anti-depressants, because if you put a bi-polar person on anti-depressants and they go manic, it's dangerous.
Am quite, quite sure that am depressed and not bi-polar, because the depression comes, and tends to stay, and runs fairly deep... and time I feel happy it's more forgetting I'm depressed, and the happy time is very, very fragile. Pretty much anything happening or not happening can kill it. I have to work to stay happy, but being miserable is easy as breathing, and tends to take work, sometimes work I don't feel like doing because I'm too depressed.
I was actually feeling fairly up today, but that's drained away sometime in the past five minutes and left me feeling just nauseously full.
Should go do homework now...
-Claudia
Am quite, quite sure that am depressed and not bi-polar, because the depression comes, and tends to stay, and runs fairly deep... and time I feel happy it's more forgetting I'm depressed, and the happy time is very, very fragile. Pretty much anything happening or not happening can kill it. I have to work to stay happy, but being miserable is easy as breathing, and tends to take work, sometimes work I don't feel like doing because I'm too depressed.
I was actually feeling fairly up today, but that's drained away sometime in the past five minutes and left me feeling just nauseously full.
Should go do homework now...
-Claudia
