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[bloodygranuaile]

I can feel my character disintegrating--I need to stop it, need to stop wanting to be happy or unhappy or whatever. Moods=unproductive. Fun=unproductive. Unproductive=not being able to get out of here=still not happy but for longer. I need moving week mindset, just about academics.

Unfortunately it is highly unlikely that it will be able to stick in my mind for long that I do NOT need to waste more time trying to rearrange my character, I just need to WORK and THEN I can screw around with my head.

I want to rant but am just too tired.

-Claudia