*bounces around*
May. 2nd, 2003 03:27 pmHee hee. I'm way to happy for my own good this week. Today was another uber-hyper day; even at a time when Chris and I were walking the halls in between lunch and sixth period talking about how stupid and evil and slow-walking people were, and complaining about how tired we were (although he seems much more tired than I am) I still had this feeling of being just so damned happy.
And when I'm really happy, I hug people. By the end of school I was incredibly uber-happy--science lab actually lifted my mood, because of, of all things, math. It was visual. I could see it quite clearly on the siesmogram and count however many lines down and over, and then the rest of it fell into place more, so that I could see all the little numbers behaving in my head. That never happens in my math class anymore; it's stopped making sense.
So anyway, I had a happy math moment, and then even though people are getting all depressed again--apparently some of the social problems aren't quite as over as we thought they were--I was still hugging people. I believe I mentioned to Beky that I was almost happy that people were getting sad again because when people are sad they need sympathy and that means I get to hug them. There's one major hole in that arguement, being that I usually listen to people being unhappy over AIM and although one can--and I do--IM people *hug*, it's not quite the same as actually hugging people.
So when mom came to pick me up from school, before leaving I went in a circle and hugged everybody, which was quite amusing, as it's always quite amusing the first time you hug somebody, because for me the appropriate time in a friendship to begin hugging people is somewhere around the time when you're comfortable enough to not freeze up completely if you try. Unfortunately, as I hugged everyone as I was leaving, I didn't get to witness much of a reaction besides the sort of "Ah!" noise Chris made and the startled look on Matt's face, which I'm still amused by.
I'm rather easily amused, I suppose... ah well. I have to leave now, or I'd rant on about how unobservant I can be, so I guess I'll have to do that later, but anyway... I'm so hyper today...
And when I'm really happy, I hug people. By the end of school I was incredibly uber-happy--science lab actually lifted my mood, because of, of all things, math. It was visual. I could see it quite clearly on the siesmogram and count however many lines down and over, and then the rest of it fell into place more, so that I could see all the little numbers behaving in my head. That never happens in my math class anymore; it's stopped making sense.
So anyway, I had a happy math moment, and then even though people are getting all depressed again--apparently some of the social problems aren't quite as over as we thought they were--I was still hugging people. I believe I mentioned to Beky that I was almost happy that people were getting sad again because when people are sad they need sympathy and that means I get to hug them. There's one major hole in that arguement, being that I usually listen to people being unhappy over AIM and although one can--and I do--IM people *hug*, it's not quite the same as actually hugging people.
So when mom came to pick me up from school, before leaving I went in a circle and hugged everybody, which was quite amusing, as it's always quite amusing the first time you hug somebody, because for me the appropriate time in a friendship to begin hugging people is somewhere around the time when you're comfortable enough to not freeze up completely if you try. Unfortunately, as I hugged everyone as I was leaving, I didn't get to witness much of a reaction besides the sort of "Ah!" noise Chris made and the startled look on Matt's face, which I'm still amused by.
I'm rather easily amused, I suppose... ah well. I have to leave now, or I'd rant on about how unobservant I can be, so I guess I'll have to do that later, but anyway... I'm so hyper today...