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Yesterday was one of the flat-out best days I've had since RenFaire. However, now that I've calmed down a bit, I've realized that that probably isn't a very good thing, because it illustrates very clearly how bad most of my days are. It was a very, very flawed day. But I still count it as an extremely good day, because all the flaws were either the little mildly irritating distractions floating on top that don't really matter because I was, in general, in too good a mood to really get that ticked off, or the black observations and feelings that I push to the very bottom when I'm not sure of things, which tend to come up later once I have information about them. But in the middle, in the part which tends to determine what my general mood is, there was an unusually wide band of bright pink (pink, of all things!!) that meant such an intense happiness that I was still floating off of it today.

( In which Claudia rambles once again about her emotional twistedness )

On the upside of things: Have 4 1/2 day weekend, Ben and Pat are home, got to see them and hug them a lot yesterday, and Ben's hair looks really spiffy. Squee.

-Claudia