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So I'm getting ready for bed tonight and I almost take my lithium, forgetting that I'd taken it this morning. Which is odd, because I still feel toxic and nauseous from taking them this morning. This is highly unusual, since I hate my medication and generally prefer to think I have taken them already when I really haven't. I feel like the Bursar from Discworld, popping dried frog pills every time the voices say something upsetting and I need to calm down.

I also forgot to take a shower tonight. This is also unusual, as I will often take showers at night even if I did take one earlier in the day, which in this case I haven't. I guess I'll just be a dirty hippie tomorrow, since I don't feel like taking one now. See, I told you you wouldn't want to deal with me between now and the 23rd if I missed that interview.

I thought I was doing okay because I managed to completely lose myself in Breaking Dawn yesterday instead of crying or getting all clingy over the Internets, which is where I was at earlier in the weekend, but apparently am still not quite in control. How embarrassing.

I'm officially having a minor emotional breakdown.