*is feeling silly today*
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bloodygranuaileI'm not sure whether to be amused or slighted. But that's much later in the story and I'll try to do this chronologically so it makes some sort of sense.
Yesterday:
I arrive at Eddy's early, as planned. Moody shows up fifteen minutes later; we are informed that Ben can't come and Chris and Matt have been delayed.
Over the next three hours, Chris and Matt continue to be delayed. Eddy gets fed up and takes me and Moody on a walk to the graveyard. It is raining; we have much fun standing about in the graveyard in the rain dressed all in black. Whee. Then we wandered around more and ended up at the other graveyard--the Catholic one on the other side of town--and had more fun because now we were a group of teenagers dressed all in black standing around in a _Catholic_ graveyard. This all took about two hours. We began walking back towards Eddy's and luckily ran into Chris and Matt driving around looking for us, as they'd gone out looking for us once they'd stopped being delayed and showed up at Eddy's and we were not there. So that saved my feet about ten or fifteen minutes; not that it mattered as we'd been walking for two hours. (BTW, you try walking around nonstop over various terrains for two hours in a floor-length wraparound skirt and high heeled boots one day. It feels very fun but kinda kills your feet.)
Got back to Eddy's; Beky showed up and now it was six of us, yayness... did my best to make Matt feel better as he'd been bloody depressed lately but apparenlty the tonberry was more effective and all I did was make Chris jealous, which he is now avoiding talking to me about on AIM. Anyway. So I feel useless again, but also amused, because I am not as effective as a stuffed tonberry at being a comfort object. *sulks*
Got home at twelve; got yelled at for being a half hour past my curfew; slept 'til twelve this morning. Talked on phone with Eddy then went back to bed. Have been alternately doing HW and doing useless stuff because need breaks from HW as head is not screwed on right today. Whee... I'm in such a silly mood...
Uy, stuff has happened but I'm too scatterbrained at the moment to recount it all. I don't know if things are more or less screwed up than they were before... but at least I'm having more fun with it... people seem somewhat better... I'm getting "okay" and "sort of better" and "not that bad, actually" and stuff instead of what's become the almost expected "the universe sucks" and "horribly depressed" kind of answers I usually get, which is not uber good but an improvement. I think.
Am confused.
~Claudia
Yesterday:
I arrive at Eddy's early, as planned. Moody shows up fifteen minutes later; we are informed that Ben can't come and Chris and Matt have been delayed.
Over the next three hours, Chris and Matt continue to be delayed. Eddy gets fed up and takes me and Moody on a walk to the graveyard. It is raining; we have much fun standing about in the graveyard in the rain dressed all in black. Whee. Then we wandered around more and ended up at the other graveyard--the Catholic one on the other side of town--and had more fun because now we were a group of teenagers dressed all in black standing around in a _Catholic_ graveyard. This all took about two hours. We began walking back towards Eddy's and luckily ran into Chris and Matt driving around looking for us, as they'd gone out looking for us once they'd stopped being delayed and showed up at Eddy's and we were not there. So that saved my feet about ten or fifteen minutes; not that it mattered as we'd been walking for two hours. (BTW, you try walking around nonstop over various terrains for two hours in a floor-length wraparound skirt and high heeled boots one day. It feels very fun but kinda kills your feet.)
Got back to Eddy's; Beky showed up and now it was six of us, yayness... did my best to make Matt feel better as he'd been bloody depressed lately but apparenlty the tonberry was more effective and all I did was make Chris jealous, which he is now avoiding talking to me about on AIM. Anyway. So I feel useless again, but also amused, because I am not as effective as a stuffed tonberry at being a comfort object. *sulks*
Got home at twelve; got yelled at for being a half hour past my curfew; slept 'til twelve this morning. Talked on phone with Eddy then went back to bed. Have been alternately doing HW and doing useless stuff because need breaks from HW as head is not screwed on right today. Whee... I'm in such a silly mood...
Uy, stuff has happened but I'm too scatterbrained at the moment to recount it all. I don't know if things are more or less screwed up than they were before... but at least I'm having more fun with it... people seem somewhat better... I'm getting "okay" and "sort of better" and "not that bad, actually" and stuff instead of what's become the almost expected "the universe sucks" and "horribly depressed" kind of answers I usually get, which is not uber good but an improvement. I think.
Am confused.
~Claudia
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Heh.
Date: 2003-06-01 04:39 pm (UTC)...you know, I don't really even know my friends that well.
*sigh*
Clare, you're doing the best you can. Don't feel guilty or bad about the crap everyone else is feeling; I know it's hard to avoid getting down when all your friends are going 'the universe sucks' (including me).
Anyway: it sounds like things are going better than they have been, at least. I don't really know everything about it (hardly...), but you guys are a crew of wonderful, intelligent people. Just give it a week or so. Eh? ^^
~Thalia, the unhelpful, but attempting to cheer Clare up
Just stopping by
Date: 2003-06-03 05:25 am (UTC)Also, some shameless self-advertising, as I need opinions: wrote some poetry and stuff on fictionpress.net (account: Killer Barbie) and if you don't mind, could you read some of it? The one called "as the seasons change" is my fav, btw.
And oh yeah. I think I'll go send you a lengthy email now (remember our convo for which I had so little time of late?) with all my random ramblings you haven't seen on my lj yet.
*takes breath* So how's you and buhbye!
Re: Just stopping by
Date: 2003-06-03 05:28 am (UTC)Anyway. You can always email me if you need to shout at somebody. My email lacks flames and my ego is getting to big as a result. Bye!