Improv is not my strong point...
Jul. 7th, 2003 09:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bloodygranuaile...and it never was, however, I haven't done any improv for about two years, which makes it doubly difficult. To begin at the beginning, I got back from acting class an hour ago-- rather hyper, I admit. It was mostways fun, even if I have problems loosening up. Most successful (as a group, not just for me) bit of improv was actually during break, when we were commanded to be a UN meeting and speak in different languages, 'cos it was very very silly and we were all eating cookies which made it get sillier. I rambled on in French most of the time, 'cos nobody understood me anyway so it didn't take as much thinking about what I should say that would really fit.
I like French. It's fun. I was IMing Ella in French today and had trouble switching back to English for my other conversations.
Dammit, I really don't want to write a life update right now, I'm not up to making sure it makes sense. But I do want to get it out of my system.
The past few days I've been doing as many things to keep me happy as possible, desperately trying to make the momentary feeling of happiness that came with getting email from Matt on Friday last as long as I possibly could. It started wearing off last night, and during my sleepover with Erin I was having sort of space-outs where I'd be miserable again. So I've been continuing to try to distract myself, mostly through writing, and luckily I've been having lots of RL and AIM conversations with people that are not comprised solely of mocking me.
However, they are still mostly comprised of mocking. Most amusing is that Eddy mocks Ben, and Ben mocks Eddy, and both accuse the other of being oh so dreadfully manipulative, "and (s)he knows (s)he's doing it!"
Still haven't seen Ben since graduation; only talked online. That's possibly kinda stupid, since we're both still in town, apparently often bored, and we live about two streets away from each other.
*rereads sentence* Alright, that's definitely kinda stupid.
It's also kinda stupid that I didn't tell him about Matt until today. And it's *really* stupid that, on Saturday after ushering, Eddy refused to take the Glenwild exit out of Drew, instead taking us down by the swings so we had to walk all the way back up Green Village Road on a blazing hot day, just to avoid walking along his street. I mean, ye _gods_.
On upside, Saturday while ushering with Eddy and Ella, Eddy and Ella did not mock me to death. Yay!
My brain's falling apart around now so I'm signing off.
-Claudia
I like French. It's fun. I was IMing Ella in French today and had trouble switching back to English for my other conversations.
Dammit, I really don't want to write a life update right now, I'm not up to making sure it makes sense. But I do want to get it out of my system.
The past few days I've been doing as many things to keep me happy as possible, desperately trying to make the momentary feeling of happiness that came with getting email from Matt on Friday last as long as I possibly could. It started wearing off last night, and during my sleepover with Erin I was having sort of space-outs where I'd be miserable again. So I've been continuing to try to distract myself, mostly through writing, and luckily I've been having lots of RL and AIM conversations with people that are not comprised solely of mocking me.
However, they are still mostly comprised of mocking. Most amusing is that Eddy mocks Ben, and Ben mocks Eddy, and both accuse the other of being oh so dreadfully manipulative, "and (s)he knows (s)he's doing it!"
Still haven't seen Ben since graduation; only talked online. That's possibly kinda stupid, since we're both still in town, apparently often bored, and we live about two streets away from each other.
*rereads sentence* Alright, that's definitely kinda stupid.
It's also kinda stupid that I didn't tell him about Matt until today. And it's *really* stupid that, on Saturday after ushering, Eddy refused to take the Glenwild exit out of Drew, instead taking us down by the swings so we had to walk all the way back up Green Village Road on a blazing hot day, just to avoid walking along his street. I mean, ye _gods_.
On upside, Saturday while ushering with Eddy and Ella, Eddy and Ella did not mock me to death. Yay!
My brain's falling apart around now so I'm signing off.
-Claudia
