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In preparation for the advent of Whale Weekly, the Whale Weekly Discord server decided to do a speedrun of Jules Verne’s submarine classic 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea. Over the course of about six weeks, we read one chapter a day–the book is not very long but the chapters are many and short, so it was usually only about two pages of reading a day for forty-odd days.

This book truly features all the highlights of nineteenth-century writing. Long, flowery sentences full of exclamation points and now-obscure references. Extremely dated science, featuring a helping of outright pseudoscience like physiognomy. Male friendships that now read as not-particularly-subtle homoeroticism. A class-blindness so ingrained that the narrator regularly forgets that like 90% of his cast constitutes people, including his supposedly dearest friends. Casual racism of the most unquestioningly essentialist kind. It is, to put it delicately, quite a time capsule of a book.

Our narrator, Monsieur Pierre Aronnax, is a French marine biologist, who, accompanied by his servant Conseil (French for “advice”), joins a U.S. Navy crew chasing after a mysterious thing-in-the-sea that has caused numerous accidents around the world. M. Arronax is invited on this mission after educatedly weighing in on the controversy on the side of the mysterious threat being some type of giant narwhal, as it is impossible for it to be a submarine–someone would have known about it being built.

Aronnax, Conseil, and a Canadian harpooner named Ned Land all wind up, through a series of shenanigans, stranded on top of the mystery object itself, and are adopted-slash-imprisoned by the mysterious Captain Nemo, who it turns out has actually managed to build an enormous, electrified submarine (with a big narwhal-esque horn on the front) without anybody hearing about it, having filled Arronax’ plot hole with the simplest of spackles: money. Captain Nemo is inexplicably filthy rich, and as a result of unspecified grievances against the world, has gone seasteading in his custom-built horned submarine so that he can WITHDRAW FROM SOCIETY and be ALL BY HIMSELF except of course for his crew of nameless companions who do all the work and aren’t allowed to speak any normal modern languages to Pierre and company, even though it is revealed that at least one of them actually does speak French. I admit that it has been a little hard to buy totally into the Rich Inventor Genius and his Magnificent Electrified Vehicle schtick reading this book specifically in the time window of November and December 2022, for current events reasons that Jules Verne could not have foreseen in 1870, and as such I simply cannot write this review without saying something mean-spirited about Captain Nemo, no matter how much an easily beguiled nerd-boy like Aronnax likes him. To Aronnax’ credit he does eventually realize that some probably very important information about what the hell Captain Nemo is doing under the sea is being withheld from him, although admittedly, to Captain Nemo’s credit a major part of what he’s doing under the sea seems to be harassing the British Empire, which apartheid emerald boy would never be cool enough to do.

I between joining the inhabitants of the Nautilus and making a daring escape in [redacted], Aronnax and his new mysterious broody rich boyfriend go on many fun underwater dates, like going hunting and visiting Atlantis (in this book Atlantis is real). They also battle some large octopuses, go coal mining (???) and pearl diving, visit Captain Nemo’s secret underwater graveyard, observe many shipwrecks of varying ages, and get stuck in an iceberg at the South Pole. These episodic adventures are liberally seasoned with lists of the names of all the various marine flora and fauna that Aronnax (a marine biologist) sees. A throughline of non-episodic tension is kept up from Ned Land, who dislikes being imprisoned in a submarine by a rich eccentric, and provides a foil to Aronnax’s fanboying about the amount of marine biology he gets to observe. Ned Land is very obsessed with escaping, a feat that Captain Nemo ensures is next to impossible, right up until he fucks up and it isn’t.

One small note in this book that tickled me is that it is presented as cool and futuristic, but only near-futuristic, that the Nautilus is a fully electrified vehicle. From the point of view of sitting here 150 years later, having a decent chunk of my day job taken up with stuff about shifting the transportation market from fossil fuel based vehicles to fully electrified ones, that part feels a lot more current than it ought to.

Anyway, this book was a ride! A long underwater ride full of fish, in fact. A Long Swim, if you will. I’ll stop now.
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BSpec book club figured it was time to check out V. E. Schwab’s The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, which has broken out of the fantasy scene and garnered a bunch of mainstream recognition, including from Oprah. We had read one of Schwab’s other books a few years ago, which I liked enough that I read the whole trilogy, but it hadn’t struck me as the kind of thing you’d like if you didn’t already like that kind of thing, so we were curious what was different about this one.

The cheap answer would be that it is literary-er, with its plot based on Faust, overthinking main characters, references to all sorts of classical art, and heaping helping of classic literary settings like “New York” and “France.” And sure, it’s definitely a book for people who love big cities and old bookstores and family dysfunction (and who doesn’t)? It’s a book to read when you’re feeling all deep and lonely and you love books but also wonder why you’re stuck reading them in the hours between your job and the next day at your job instead of having meaningful adventures, which certainly made it a good melancholy January lockdown read.

That, however, might make it sound like I disliked it or thought it was pretentious. On the contrary, I absolutely loved it, and it was precisely the kind of pretentious I’m a huge sucker for. The cheesy-ass self-referential ending? Arguing with the Devil about semantics? Cameos by Beethoven and Wagner? Ze simple but restrictive life of ze French countryside contrasted with ze sordid glamour of pre-Revolutionary Paris? Donnez-moi plus! I found it a great comfort read in a self-indulgent sort of way, although as I am unable to indulge in traveling and unwilling to indulge in making other people listen to me whinge about how I wanted to achieve Greater Things In Life than editing tech reports (I do a lot of stuff cooler than editing tech reports outside of work, and also I have money now, which after ten years on publishing wages I am not going to be all ‘90s ennui about), it pretty much only inspired me to dick about with Duolingo French lessons and listen to a bit of Wagner.

I loved the slow meandering tours through various historical settings, and Addie’s halting, difficult exploration of the rules and limitations of her curse, and Henry’s fear of his own mediocrity, the romanticization of used bookstores, and did I mention all the French stuff. All just grand, instantly classic stuff. I’m sure we’ll have a fun time talking about all the stuff it says about The Human Condition and all the other such big philosophical ideas that the characters all fight about.
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When I was a junior in high school and taking American lit, I found myself wondering if the entire course was merely a test to see how much hippie liberal education from childhood had really been internalized--namely, if, being raised my entire life to believe that white people are not superior to black people, I had developed the hippie fortitude to survive an entire year of reading really good books by white people and really bad books by black people* without being tempted to conclude that black people are bad writers. (Luckily I passed, because I recognized this as the same trick they pull when studying "women writers," and they only have you read the most dull and sappy books about how dull it was being a woman, and never any of the books that, like, are good stories and happen to have been written by females--they go in a different unit. And then there's Octavia Butler, who is both black AND female, and has never shown up in classes about either Books By Black People or Books By Women, but only in a class about aliens.)

I'm starting to get a similar vibe from a lot of the books I'm reading for my French classes this year. All three French classes have been variants on the theme of "Non-Whites Speak French Too," with a special emphasis on "And Really Quite A Lot of Black People Speak French!" Number of black male characters I've been introduced to in Francophone novels and movies in the past year: Lots. Number of black women in same: Lots. Number of sexual liaisons between the two: More than I'm comfortable with considering my grasp of French is still less than fluent (reading a sex scene where you have to look up all the words above a fourth-grade vocabulary level is fucking awkward). Number of black male Francophone characters whose number one personality trait is being a hardcore womanizer: Lots. Number of these the text seems to dislike: none. Number of black male Francophone characters whose number one personality trait is not womanizing, but their attitudes are still problematic: Most of the rest of them. Number of black male Francophone characters whose relations with women *didn't* annoy my inner feminist: One, this being Ibrahim Ducoure from Moolaade, who refuses to break his engagement with an uncircumcised woman even though his father threatens to disown him.**

The last major thing that happened in Point-a-Pitre--Paris, which I'm currently reading for Immigration in France, is that the narrator's girlfriend Annick dumped him and he is now all upset 'n' shit that he lost her. Why did she dump him? Well, he went out clubbing with one of his friends (following a two-page monologue on the part of the friend about Why He Is Teh Awesome At Picking Up Chicks, Like Srsly, Even The White Girls Dig Him), and he hooked up with some other chick named Marie-Laure and brought her back to his place for sexytimes, and then in the morning when Marie-Laure was still asleep he goes to the bakery to buy croissants for breakfast (because they are French), and while he is at the bakery Annick stops by for something... and Marie-Laure is still there! And Frederic (this is our lovely narrator) is all annoyed, like, but I wasn't expecting her to come by this morning! Why did she come by without me expecting her, did she not realize I might be doing something that I was going to hide from her? And then Marie-Laure is *also* mad at him and calls him names for not telling her he had a girlfriend. And then he goes and tries to get Annick back, and she is like NO, WE ARE SO DONE HERE, and he keeps trying to get her back, mostly by just telling her he wants to, and at one point he grabs her and forcibly kisses her, because that is not at all assault in any way, shape or form, no, definitely not. The one thing he does not do is apologize, because he'll be absolutely damned if he'll apologize, because he didn't do anything wrong, I mean, his dad cheated on his mum all the time, and that wasn't why she left him, so how dare that uppity bitch Annick have different standards? So instead he decides it must be because Annick's family is higher up on the socio-economic ladder than he is and the problem here is really ALL ABOUT CLASSISM, and not about, like, honesty/transparency/having the same damn understanding of the parameters in a relationship, or anything like that at all. Poor put-upon Frederic, all the women in his life are mad at him because he's poor, and are PRETENDING it's because he double-crossed them! How dare they! Women are so mean and irrational!

And seriously... I, personally, am the sort of person that thinks the automatic expectation of monogamy as *the* defining factor of a relationship is vastly overrated. If people want open or polyamorous relationships or whatever, I say go for it. But put all your cards on the table and if you want something some way, ASK for it. This isn't the sort of thing where you get to keep it all secret and say IT'S MY PERSONAL BUSINESS AND NOBODY ELSE'S AND I WILL MAKE THE RULES UP AS I GO ALONG THE WAY I WANT TO AND I AM NOT ANSWERABLE TO ANYBODY ETC ETC. A person's sex life is certainly not, like, public business, but it is most definitely the business of the people they are sleeping with.

Also, if you knew you'd have to hide it, it was probably wrong. At least feel bad about it. I could be just like "Oh damn, poor Frederic made a mistake" if poor Frederic actually realized he'd made a fucking mistake. But no, we get "But my Daddy did it years ago in the Caribbean and I'm pretty sure my mom left him because he was an alcoholic and not because of that!" GROW UP.

I'm getting very tired of feeling like I'm being taught that Black Men Are Misogynistic But We Can't Have A Problem With This Because It Sucks To Be Black In France And Its Former Colonies. I mean, most white guys seem to have sexist views of women too, but some of them occasionally remember to pretend not to, so I don't feel like the entire canon of Stuff Written By White People is so uniformly unthinkingly objectifying.

I'm pretty certain there are black men out there who aren't misogynistic--I've even met a few--and I would hope this is true within the French-speaking portion of that demographic as well, but apparently none of them are writing anything Ferly can use in her classes except Ousmane Sembene (the man behind Moolaade).

I think I need to give Rue Cases-Negres another watch one of these days. If I recall correctly, the main character in that one was a little boy who was just too young to have picked up that sort of shit yet. And he had an awesome grandma.

Blar. It's not even like I have an issue with highly "male-identified" work, or even that I can't relate to highly male-identified or male-targeted work. A lot of stuff I like is total all-male, boys-and-their-toys fails-the-Bechdel-test "guy" fiction. I'll take a bromance over romance any day of the week. But I can only take so much CHICKS, DUDE, CHICKS. CHICKS CHICKS CHICKS. CHICKS LOVE ME AND I LOVE THEM EXCEPT WHEN THEY HAVE OPINIONS ON SHIT garbage before I start to lose the ability to identify with the characters at the level that's necessary to enjoy a story.

There's a dearth of decent black female Francophone characters here, too. Helene and Juletane from Juletane at least felt like fully realized people--every black female in the books written by men have felt flat to me. The mother in La Civilisation, Ma Mere! was pretty awesome, but the Chraibis are Arab, so that doesn't quite fix this problem of not being able to find une negresse that comes off like a person instead of as some "othered" thing of Une Negresse. Even in Amour, Colere, et Folie--all written by a woman!--only Amour managed to characterize its women in a colorfully human manner, even if not a positive one: everyone in Amour is CRAZY. But that's an improvement over Colere, where the in-class discussion consisted almost entirely of Charlotte lamenting "Elles sont faibles! Toutes les femmes sont faibles!" Because they were.

Colle Ardo and the women in Moolaade, obviously, are the notable exceptions here, being totally badass, and perhaps they get it from not speaking a damn word of French between them, since pretty much the whole movie's in whatever African indigenous language they speak in that corner of Burkina Faso.

I should probably top ranting and actually finish this section of Point-a-Pitre--Paris so I can do the damn assignment and move on to reading something decent. And maybe if I keep reading, something will bludgeon Frederic to his senses!

*There was also one really bad book by a white person, which was Ethan Frome; I'm not sure what that was supposed to tempt us to think.

**Ducoure actually only speaks French for one scene of the film, when talking to Mercenaire, since the rest of the movie is in I don't actually know what language.
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HALP

So, if I can make it work, I really would like to do the five-week two-credit study abroad internship sumthing or other in Quebec. And I would like those two credits to go towards finishing my French minor so I can just worry about my major and maybe taking something fun senior year, because, as flattering as it is that Ferly thinks I can major in French too, she also probably thinks I'm getting through this semester okay, considering she still made me do my presentation today, and I still have to have the first five pages of my paper in on Wednesday, and is otherwise not being a fraction as nice about the whole almost-dying-and-not-having-my-school-stuff-on-me-all-vacation thing as Tapply. And I do NOT want my next semester to be as busy as this one (which I'd have to do to take National Imagination, which is required for the major--it'd be a fifth course), and I do NOT want to be taking TWO capstone courses fall semester next year (even if I only took three classes that semester instead of four), and I do not want to deal with all the other fussy little major requirements that are on the website but Ferly is not telling me about. And mostly I just don't want to go through this semester again. I just want to go to Quebec. And have a life. I think I'm going to take the suggestion to major as a compliment and apply my recently hard-earned lesson of Slow Down And Chill The Fuck Out.

And at some point I will have to deal with dealing with this whole car/driving situation over again from scratch, and seeing if maybe this time when I say "OH HAI WILL SOME GROWNUP SORT OF PERSON DRIVE WITH ME FROM JERSEY TO WORCESTER? I THINK THAT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER CONSIDERING MY TOTAL LACK OF LONG-DISTANCE HIGH-SPEED INTERSTATE EXPERIENCE, AND MY KIND OF LIMITED DRIVING EXPERIENCE IN GENERAL" maybe someone will. Because apparently leaving me to fuck around and figure it out on my own is, like, rilly dangerous. (Which *I*, actually, knew already, which is why I *asked.* Several times. But I will only sit around begging to be babied for so long.) So... yeah. I should save some time and effort for dealing with that.

Belt test in a week. Not half so nervous as I am for regular class tomorrow, because judo with half my skull bruised under my hair will not be fun. My legs are, at the moment, green, but they are legs, they can take it.

I will be so glad when this semester is over.
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Madame Ferly thinks I should try to major in French. I think it's only two extra courses to double-major instead of minoring. Two issues: one of those is National Imagination, which I don't really want to take, and also there's an abroad requirement. Madame said something about (since it's obviously way too late to do a semester in Dijon) doing summer courses in Quebec. Which would be awesome. It would be doubly awesome if I could also still work for at least part of that summer. Probably at least worth looking into.

I heard once that one commonly used measure for being "fluent" in a language is whether or not you can crack jokes in it. I'm nowhere near punning my way through my French homework but I'm starting to be able to make an effort towards being horribly sarcastic, mostly because my head will explode with righteous feminist indignation if I keep having to write all these damn papers I'm writing without finding some way of expressing my complete and utter contempt for a world in which this shit is still possible. A week or so ago we had to read and write on an article about attacks on single women in Algeria (no, seriously. Grown women who live by themselves are getting violently attacked on the street simply FOR BEING SINGLE). Now I'm in the middle of a four-page essay about a "society in transition" re: the film "Moolaade," which is about a group of women who, having listened to ~nasty subversive radio programs oh horrors~ in which they find out that female genital mutilation is NOT, in fact, mandated by the Koran--oh, and also having been through it themselves, so they know how much it sucks--start a huge to-do in their cute ickle traditional Burkina Faso village when they decide to give protection to four nine-year-old girls who ran away from a "purification" ceremony.

I have spent a LOT of time in this freaking hippie school reading about the evils of globalization and guess what, globalization has its ISSUES. HUGE ISSUES. I am not a huge fan, on most counts, like how it lets people economically screw other people over on bigger scales than we have ever seen before, or how it causes ridiculous and easily treatable health crises that still never get solved. I can even shed my hippie liberal tear for this nebulous idea of "cultures" being destroyed, although I still think there's a huge difference between actively trying to obliterate use of a language (bad) and omg trying to also teach people languages spoken by more than like four people, how dare we (useful! this is what language is FOR!).

But... not with the women's rights stuff. Not with any sort of rights issue that could very easily be solved by people opening their eyes and recognizing what a HUMAN BEING looks like when they see one, instead of making up whatever sort of bullshit they can think of so they can hang on to whatever sort of power the old system was giving them. If MY society contains occasional enlightened individuals who truly believe that women are people, and even the misogyny that still surrounds me leans more towards instances of personal asshattery by individual asshats that do absolutely nothing to prevent me from driving, voting, going to school, talking to people, or getting a job, and YOUR society cuts women's girly bits off to make them "pure" and "marriageable" so that they can never enjoy sex enough to ever be tempted to run away from their husbands, then I live in CIVILIZATION and your picturesque little traditional "culture" CAN'T GET IMPOSED ON FAST ENOUGH. MISOGYNY IS NOT A CUTE LITTLE ANTHROPOLOGICAL CURIOSITY. IT HURTS PEOPLE, AND IT IS WRONG--MORALLY, SCIENTIFICALLY, BIOLOGICALLY, AND COMPLETELY WRONG.

And I will NOT adopt a neutral academic tone when writing about it. I am NOT being biased in condemning it. I am pointing out the self-evident scientific fact that the human species has two genders and they are both still human and I WILL NOT PRETEND THIS IS A MATTER OF OPINION.

*climbs off soapbox*

So, that was your feminist ranting for the day. I have to go finish ranting feministly in French, and you should all run to Netflix or your nearest purveyor of difficult-to-find West African movies and rent "Moolaade." A bientot!
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Last day of vacation. I have two essays to write.

Then I need a vacation to recover from this vacation, but that's not happening.

On the upside, I bought four books yesterday, and got through about a chapter of "Les aventures disastreuses des orphelins Baudelaire: La laboratoire aux serpents" with some help from my rather terrible 1971 French dictionary, but without getting frustrated enough to go online to translate things. This is good for me. I definitely need a better dictionary before I tackle N-D de P in French, but I bought it yesterday anyway.
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Moody said something at Glyphs today that I intended to put on here as my Quote of the Day and I've gone and forgotten it already. And it wasn't the "drug lord" comment either. Hrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmm. *ponders*

Other highlights of the day:
-Being in French 4 again. Yay for Madame Scheer's class and "Notre-Dame de Paris." (Although "Etre Pretre" is the single most horrible song in that show and we had to sit through that one today...ew.)
-"You need to be gayer. You need like BIG HUGE GAY." Huzzah for drama class.
-Leah has not yet followed up on her threat to force me to tell a certain ickle freshman that I don't know very well that I had a dream involving him in a dress. I'm rather afraid she actually will make me do this eventually.
-Dinner at Fairmount. Country-club-ness generally creeps me out a bit but their food is very good.
-Went to the hot dog guy today. Hot dog guy is awesome.

Some other rather entertaining stuff has been said and done these past few days but I don't feel like going into any of it. There's also been schoolwork and zero period gym and tests and some personal stuff and my mom is sick and other crappy stuff, but for once I just don't feel like dwelling on it.
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1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Lots of stuff... stayed in a youth hostel. Lived with a French family. Went lots of places I've never been before. Gone to the New York Opera. Gone to a Grateful Dead concert... sort of. Gotten a job. Withdrawn money from the bank.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't know if I made any or not; I probably did and I probably didn't keep them. I'll make more new year's resolutions in September; that's really the beginning of the year anyway.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not that I've been told about.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.

5. What countries did you visit?
France (Paris, Angers, Brittany) and Canada (Montreal).

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Social skills.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Bastille Day, because it was the only day during the French trip where I was cognizant of what the date actually was.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I'm single again? >.> That should so not count as an achievement. This just wasn't a great year for achievements. Else I've forgotten them all, which is totally possible.

9. What was your biggest failure?
I still complain too much.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Illness, yes. I'm generally too lazy to do stuff that gets me injured.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Galettes. Oh my God. Closely followed by cotton candy the size of me to share with Laura, and the shirts from PirateMod.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Eliza, for coming and spending a year in a foreign country with all of us wierd people. And Corporal Oliver, for giving us the most *amazing* interview ever even though it must have been very hard to talk about.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Lots of people.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Most of it I still have. Most of what was spent went towards books. Some went towards clothing, chocolate and CDs. Now that I have a steady source of disposable income, a decent portion of which is in piles of unwanted change, quite a bit is going towards vending machines. I don't usually believe in buying consumable stuff, but it's quite annoying to carry around $1.25 entirely in NICKELS in your wallet...

And in France, it all went towards junk food. I'd consistently spend less than half of what I was given on meals, and then Brittany and I used the leftovers as our "chocolate fund". It was awesome. And I still had 75 euros left at the end of it. >.>

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
French Credit Abroad. Trip to Montreal. Going to see "Spamalot" and "Avenue Q".

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
"La Tribu de Dana"?

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
I don't know. Possibly happier.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Sleep. Being nice to people instead of defensive. Writing. Going to the theater even though I did quite a bit of that.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Complaining, listening to other people complain, fighting with people, wasting time on the Internet.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Asleep; I have to work from 7 to 3 on Christmas Eve. x.X

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
No.

23. How many one-night stands?
None.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
I don't watch TV.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No, I'm just more pissed off at people than I was this time last year.

26. What was the best book you read?
"Peter Pan." Seems a dippy choice coming from me, but there you go.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Spamalot. >.> Overall it's been a rather slow year for music. Oh, and "La Tribu de Dana."

28. What did you want and get?
Trip to France, trip to Montreal, POTC 3-disc edition

29. What did you want and not get?
Not telling.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Uhh... "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory," in terms of film released this year. I've watched a LOT of movies this year, so I can't pick one.

31.What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Went into the city with Mom and the Wraiths and saw Avenue Q; came back home and had cake and wine with Mom and Paul and watched a movie. I was 18, go me.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Peace of mind.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Sort of lazy pirate-goth.

34. What kept you sane?
NEXT year, I get to be somewhere ELSE.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, like you didn't already know that.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Lots of them. The Vatican banning gay priests probably astonished me the most, because it makes ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE WHATSOEVER even from WITHIN a Catholic POV.

37. Who did you miss?
My French buddies, once I came back. Princeton friends, when I can't see them, which is most of the time. Moody when I was in France but that has more to do with Alex than with Moody, actually. Madame Scheer because she is Awesome. And it's "whom."

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Drina.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Well, I got considerably better at navigating cities, but I think that's a life skill rather than a life lesson. Erm... *ponders* I don't know.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Bah, I don't know. It's been, as usual, a very long year.
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Quand les années auront passé
On retrouvera sous terre
Nos squelettes enlacés
Pour dire à l'univers

Combien Quasimodo aimait
Esméralda la Zingara
Lui qui Dieu avait fait si laid
Pour l'aider à porter sa croix
Pour l'aider à porter sa croix

Mangez mon corps, buvez mon sang
Vautours de Montfaucon
Que la mort au-delà du temps
Unisse nos deux noms

Laissez mon âme s'envoler
Loin des misères de la terre
Laisser mon amour se mêler
A la lumière de l'Univers
A la lumière de l'Univers

Danse, mon Esméralda
Chante, mon Esméralda
Danse encore un peu pour moi
Je te désire à en mourir

Danse, mon Esméralda
Chante, mon Esméralda
Laisse-moi partir avec toi
Mourir pour toi n'est pas mourir

Danse, mon Esméralda
Chante, mon Esméralda
Viens t'endormir dans mes bras
Je te désire à en mourir

Danse, mon Esméralda
Chante, mon Esméralda
Au-delà de l'au-delà
Mourir pour toi n'est pas mourir

Danse mon Esméralda
Chante mon Esméralda
Laisse-moi partir avec toi
Mourir pour toi n'est pas
Mourir
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Yay, it's snowing. ^.^ Finally. Pat and I drove around in the snow for a bit today (midday, when the roads were still somewhat passible) and drank coffee. 'Twas fun.

I really, really like being snowed in and having nearly no homework. I've got quite a bit of reading, writing and movie-watching to do. So far have edited "Matchstick" for Glyphs, waded through another few cantos of Dante's "Inferno", and re-watched "Grass" (so happy. You've no idea).

Also baked a cake for Mom this afternoon, as didn't get to bake a cake for "cake" with Ella.

Am getting a phone that works in Europe, just in case I need it. Although really the more important thing is that I'm getting a new damn phone.

I can't find the full text of "Repris de la Mort." Possibly 'cos I'm the only person in existence for whom the three lines randomly posted everywhere aren't enough. "Je fis de Macabre la danse..." I wouldn't be able to understand it anyway; I'd be less fluent in midieval French than I am in modern French or midieval English.

Bonne nuit.
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Vivre, pour celui qu'on aime
Aimer, plus que l'amour même
Donner, sans rien attendre en retour...


Stuck in my head. Just that bit. Mainly just the last line. Donner, sans rien attendre en retour. A sentiment I have tried to live by and failed a hundred times over, sometimes for being selfish and expecting something in return, more often for having nothing to give and thus just sitting around being useless.

At any rate, I want this song OUT OF MY HEAD because apart from it, I'm in a ridiculously good mood today.

-Claudia

(Re the previous: The women entirely missed the point. But I am amused. So that's okay.)
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Dieu Que Le Monde Est Injuste
(Quasimodo)

Dieu que le monde est injuste
Lui si beau et moi si laid
Je te donnerais la lune
Tu ne voudrais pas m'aimer

Et lui sans faire un suel geste
Sans un mot, sans un regard
Il a mis de la tendresse
Au fond de tes grands yeux noirs

Tu lui donneras ton corps
Tu croiras ses serments
Tu l'aimes pour le dehors
Sans voir ce qu'il y a dedans

Dieu que le monde est injuste
Lui seigneur, et moi vaurien
Il te donnera la lune
Toi qui ne demandais rien

Dieu que le monde est injuste
Aime ton beau cavalier
La satin de ta peau brune
N'est pas pour les va-nu-pieds

Ma laideur est une insulte
A ta beauté insolente
Une erreur de la nature
Qui ne me fut pas aimante

Dieu que le monde est injuste
Notre lot n'est pas le leur
Nous n'avons pas de fortune
Mais eux, ont-ils donc un coeur ?

Ils sont nés dans la dentelle
Pour faire l'amour et la guerre
Mais nous pauvres vers de terre
Notre vie est bien plus belle

Et de quel côté est Dieu
Du côté des ostensoirs
Ou bien du côté de ceux
Qui le prient matin et soir ?

Ce Jésus que l'on adore
A t-il toujours préféré
Les Rois Mages avec leur or
A nous autres pauvres bergers ?

Dieu que la vie est cruelle
Pour deux coeurs qui se cherchaient
Moi si laid et toi si belle...
Comment pourrais-tu m'aimer ?


So obsessed. Probably isn't healthy. Oh well. *plays on repeat*
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So. Back from Miami.

Miami was warm. That is all that matters. Although other terribly unimportant nonevents of disinterest include that I got 2/3 of the way through N-D de P (the book), I ended up watching more of The Sopranos than I ever wanted to due to my brother (who is *still* convinced that the guys who sat in front of us in Church were mob), and the beds in the Miami Marriot are unbelieveably comfortable and I wanted to take one back with me.

Got lots of books and chocolate for Christmas, so that was good.

Went dancing last night, which was quite fun, except for when Moody got sick. *huggles Moody* But Chris attempted to teach me to waltz, with limited success but it was amusing at least, and afterwards Ella and Brian and I hung out in the hot tub for an hour or so like the deviants we are.

Book-Gringoire is slightly less gay but considerably more flamboyant than Rock-Opera-Gringoire.

I am incredibly hungry and if I continue with this rather pointless update I'll start drifting into Franglais.

That is all.

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